Sometimes I walk around (actually more like every day) feeling like there are pins and blades in my heart. I feel like my chest is being gnawed, as if pieces of steel are cutting away, kniving away at whatever they can find. It's uncomfortable.
I never thought my life would look like this on the inside....I thought I would be over-joyous every day, laughing in bliss all the time but it didn't turn out that way. But at least I'm free.