So after stuffing myself with two slices of Italian village cheese pizza and buying myself 2 ounces of Cochin masala chai (this is the real weed people) as well as some Taylors of Harrogate pure assam tea (their tea actually comes from Assam can you believe it), I'm chilling in the kids section of the Carnegie Library using the little kid computers and hoping I don't get kicked out for being over twelve. I'd rather sit with the kids.

Hey it's not fair. The kids get to use the 'adult section' computers so I figure the little ones could share their section of the library with those of us who are in need of a little less of the real world. Plus little kids' conversations are mad entertaining.

I'm so damn bored I tell you. I've honestly done everything I can think of uptil this point in my life. Honestly, I'm at a standstill. I moved in with my friends a few weeks ago. I have to say as much as I miss the AC, I'm loving it. I'm back on my own again. Thank the lord.

Of course the finances aren't looking too pretty (or too deep in the treasure chest I must say) but I'm getting there. In due time, you will be looking at one of the best mediators in town and I will finally be racking up a nice cashload in the checking account (and savings I hope). I've been in a damn transition phase for so long. I really hope things start manifesting for me now.

It's all about planting the seeds (I should become a preacher). You have to plant the right seeds. It's about having brilliant ideas in the ethereal plane and then waiting for the right moment to plant them in the real world. Once you plant them, there's no worry. It's just a matter of time before they start sprouting. You just have to make sure you give plenty of sunshine and water to those precious seeds. After that, abundance is yours.

In any case, I have to get up from the computer now. There are two little Jewish kids in line. I don't think it's kosher for a 28 year old Indian woman to steal their computer.

Time to walk back home..in the heat..