It's interesting isn't it when you think something(s) in your life have been completed and healed and the dynamics are over. You continue your life and business as if everything is in the past and create new things but then something happens to make you stop. Maybe some news or a small event but it's just enough to trigger a new Opening. It's just enough to knock you off your balance and to make you reevaluate again how you Truly feel and where you're Truly going. Something happens that makes you have to open an old wound again and see that in fact no, it's not completely healed. There's another layer of soreness, pain and agony that is still festering. And you realize that on some level, it's always gonna be there. There's always going to be another layer to look at, to feel, to know. There's always going to be a wound. And that's not a bad thing. If it's there, it might as well be the road to Happiness.

It might as well be the road to Humanity.

~ Peace ~

Whenever I do a Reality Check with myself, I feel a pain, a despair, an agony....it's so deep, intense, so profound that I feel like my chest is going to explode. It feels like my torso is going to just rip off and explode into a million pieces of guts, blood and bones. I get so anxious when I feel this, but just have to feel it. It sucks because there are things to be done but the agony is so deep that I can't make that phone call or work any faster than I would like to. But I trust it. I TRUST that I need to experience what comes up in any given moment. Sometimes the moment lasts five minutes, or two years, and I just Trust that I'm on the Right Path because I want to live an Authentic Life. When there are Moments of Clarity in between, I Create and Live. Those are the Moments that are True, Right and Peaceful. 

Anything created out of Peace is a True Life: Anything Created out of that Space is Art.


~ Peace ~

I was just thinking a moment ago about how sad life really is. There is so much ugliness around us: painful death, untimely destruction, accidents, crime, abuse, angst, hate, murder, lies, a total utter lack of light all around us. We try to make the best of this life in this world, not knowing why or how we are witness to such a disgusting reality on this planet, most of the time. We get up in the morning to go to work and make ends meet because the hunger of the body cannot be forgotten. And also because there is always someone out there who needs us even if we don't think there is. I forget sometimes that I'm alive not because I have to be but because someone needs me. Someone needs my love. Someone needs to love me.

Let us find God first within our Hearts and then travel the world emitting our Light.

~ In Peace ~

Humanity is yet again reaching a crucial point in its history. Our lives will be dramatically changed for the worse or for the better within a few years. We all have a choice as to whether we want to cooperate with the tides of change or resist against them. With or without our cooperation, the changes will happen anyway. Change is the only Certainty of Life. Strength always finds an avenue to Manifest Itself. Let us Choose Wisely as we Tread our Paths. Let us Choose Peace and Follow our True Happiness.

The truth of the matter is we're all going to die. I'm going to die one moment. This dancing body and its' hundreds of dances will one day vanish and become dust. A thousand years from now, no one will remember this body, this dust. None of this will matter.

It takes a lot of courage to be an honest person. It takes a lot of courage to be honest not just with others but with yourself. In fact, if you want to be free, you have to be honest first, always, with yourself. This path of honesty and authenticity is both easy and hard. There is a lot of grief along the way but there is also a lot of help along the way too.

Whether it's with love, with relationships, with work, art, creation, community, etc, whatever it is, we all choose in every moment between two paths: the one of honesty and the one of illusion.

~ In Truth ~

as the days go by, I feel less and less heartbroken...I'm almost there...

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Some of us don't let ourselves feel the depth of what we really feel. You're scared of the unknown, you think that if you really felt the totality of what you really feel deep down in your soul depths, that you would possibly die because your body wouldn't be able to handle it. This is an absolute lie. It's an absolute myth. You are stopping yourself from feeling, from living, from being truthful because of an illusion.

Your life situation cannot protect you. It cannot define you. When I see you, I do not think of your education, your religion, your culture, your wife, your husband, your girlfriend, boyfriend, friends, goals, aims, likes, dislikes and so on. I try and look into your Heart. I sense how much light is coming through it. I sense how much you feel.

Don't cling to your little self.

Reach out to your Higher Self.

Give me more darkness. Give it to me. Give me your garbage. Give me your hate. Give it to me. Give me all that is dark, all that is lack, all that is ugly.

Because I will transform it into Light.

More darkness coming at me -

More Light ~