My acupuncturist told me a few months that a journey through a dark night is great and all and at times necessary but you can't live there forever. You gotta come out at some point. It's great to probe and go deep and discover the reality of things but after a while you have to enjoy your life and just live. You just gotta eat your shrimp and cucumber sushi and coke and watch a silly movie without feeling hurt or despair.

which is what I'm doing now.