So yesterday was a horrible day. As rough phases go, you have good days and bad days. I have to say the supervisors at my store are pretty awesome. One told me yesterday 'Anjali, if I could give you a big basket of sunshine, I would.' That is the sweetest thing a man has ever said to me. Thank God he's gay.

But unfortunately this comment wasn't enough to help my insides. I had to deal with a really horrible, disrespectful, senile customer (can you believe she told me to shut up when I confirmed that I gave her the drink she ordered, deranged right?) and I lost it. I was told to take a couple days off and come back next week. Stress/angst seems to be my constant companion.

Anyway, after work yesterday, I called for a massage. I was in desperate need and get one every couple months. I went to her house and she gave me the nicest massage. The thing is I fell asleep during it and woke up an hour later feeling like I had only been lying there for five minutes. I think I need another one soon.

I slept and relaxed the whole day today. I'm...........healing.

I hope.